In all vulnerability, I literally cannot sleep without Hatz and I being okay after a fight. My mind, body and soul simply won’t let me and I dont know why. I’ve never had this problem before because I’ve never felt so in-tuned with someone of this level. Regardless, if I have school in the morning, my sleep doesn’t budge. I can’t tell if it’s the right way to go about my nights or not, but until I figure out an answer, I’m up until 2 a.m. as many nights as I need to be.
It’s a hate love thing.